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Small world, big tragedies

Angelica Hartgers, a native of Aurora, Co., writes about the July 20 shooting rampage at a movie theater in her hometown. Hartgers, seated outside the Brooks City-Base Campus, reminds fellow students that protecting the health, safety and survival of loved ones may be the first step in averting future tragedies. Photo by Abby Vega.

 

I woke up to the rough movement of my mother flinging open my bedroom door at 6:00 a.m.  to tell me the tragic news. It was Friday, July 20, almost six hours after the mass shooting at the midnight movie premiere of “The Dark Knight Rises” in Aurora, CO.A few hours later, I called my best friend Megan. We grew up together in Aurora.As we spoke, I could hear the shock and fear in Megan’s voice. She had to pass by the theater on her commute to school and observed the disturbing scene of yellow crime scene tape, police cars, and the victims’ vehicles still lingering in the parking lot.We discussed our recent trip in May to that now infamous Century 16 movie theater. We had stood in line at the same ticket booth where the victims had excitedly stood in line. We had bought popcorn at the same concession stand that alleged shooter James Holmes walked by as he carried out his murderous plans. We may have even sat in theater nine.

I was horrified at the thought of innocent movie-goers being attacked with gunfire and tear gas by an orange-haired Holmes. The suspect in the Aurora movie shooting, Holmes was allegedly decked out in bullet-proof attire from head to toe. The massacre left 12 dead, including San Antonio native Jessica  Ghawi, and left 58 victims injured.

We shuddered at the nightmare, knowing all too well that it could have been any of us.

“I won’t be going to the movies for a while,” I began, “I feel like sitting in a theater would just be eerie. I mean, I know that some guy isn’t going to come in and shoot me, but–” I was cut off.

“No, you don’t know that it won’t happen. That’s the thing; we really don’t know. We don’t ever know,” Megan interrupted.

The truth in her words dumbfounded me. At that moment it suddenly became real for me.

This horrific scene played out right in my hometown, 15 minutes away from my grandparents’ home; 10 minutes away from my brother–so close to my loved ones. Too close.

If it could happen there, it could happen anywhere. How can we even begin to cope with that realization?

The  impact of the shootings reverberate in the shocked Aurora community, shaking up Colorado and the rest of the United States. Discussions reignite the gun control debate and deepen our dissatisfaction that the divide over the issue will be resolved.

The public is confused, hurt, frightened and caught in a tumult of these emotions. In the days following, we turn our focus to the individual responsible for this tragedy, and simply ask “Why?”

We can pick apart tangible clues, torture ourselves with the “what-ifs” and dissect every piece of evidence so that we can have a better understanding of “why?” But how does that prepare us for tragedies that will be carried out by different hands in the future?

Here, at this university, we are a growing community, and whether we realize it or not, we are all interconnected. Social, environmental and economic factors affect each one of us because no matter where we live on this planet, we all share this world.

In response to violent tragedy, let’s realize that we have a duty to protect the health, safety and survival of our loved ones. That may offer us the first step  in response to others’ senseless actions.  Because as much as we hate to admit it, let’s face it: everything we do affects everyone around us and vice versa.

We need to stay connected to our communities, no matter how easy it may seem to detach ourselves. If we can stick together and learn to look out for one another, perhaps we can avert a tragic situation that may be lurking in the shadows of our community.

During the difficult days and weeks following tragedy, let us strengthen and support ourselves, our loved ones, and in turn, our communities because after all–it really is a small world.

About the Author

Angelica Hartgers
Angelica Hartgers is an English major minoring in communication-journalism and has interned and volunteered as a grant writer and public relations assistant for several non-profit agencies including Dreams Fulfilled through Music and The Salvation Army. She previously served as a contributing reporter for The Mesquite and covered women’s issues on campus. Angelica is a native of Denver, Colorado and is the mother of a 4-year-old daughter.

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